A little less of me and a little more of you.

It's crazy. Damn crazy. Who knew right??. All this while the truth was right there, hiding in plain sight. Well, it wasn't hiding, it's just... I didn't know I would find it there. And here it is. Blowing up in my face saying I told you so. Well, I'm glad it did.

Poem: (From the movie: The shape of you)

Unable to perceive the shape of you.
I find you all around me.
Your presence fills my eyes with your love.
It humbles my heart.
For you are everywhere.


I'm glad it did.

I fell in love with a reflection of you.

I searched for you in the waters. I searched for the bright light that once shone with all its glory. I searched. Only now I blocked out the source and searched for you in the waters. I scraped at the wall searching for something to hold on to. Living in the lingering memories that were now just faded versions of each other.
Like a thousand mirrors reflecting one source of light.

I miss you even though you are here, beside me. I tried looking at the sun today, directly. It was too bright for my eyes to behold.

I  enjoyed it by looking at its reflection in the water.
I want to look at the sun, but I can't look at it without a surface that reflects it.
But I tend to fall in love with the surface because that's where I can always find it. But what good is the surface if it doesn't reflect.
Whom I am in love with??
Who matters?
The surface is nothing without the sun. But if there is no surface I can't see the sun.